Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Trip to New York


Less than two weeks from now, I will celebrate 10 years of marriage to a man I met 12 years ago who became my best friend. Our first exchange happened in the lobby of the beautiful Grand Hyatt Hotel in New York City. Last weekend, we had the opportunity to return to that crazy place that is New York. We landed at LaGuardia, grabbed our luggage, and the speedy Dial 7 car whisked to the Waldorf-Astoria Hotel. Now, before the romantic awards start piling up at my husband's feet, I would like to thank the lovely folks at Progresso Soup, for hosting me and my guest, as one of three grand prize winners in the "Souper You!" contest.

After submitting an entry to the contest, and by the amazing response of "voters like you", I was one of the winners in the contest, grand prize including two nights at the Waldorf-Astoria, a head-to-toe makeover at the fabulous Louis Licari Salon on 5th Ave, and a personal shopping consultant/shopping spree at the luxurious Lord & Taylor.

I don't exactly know how to describe our trip, so I guess chronological would be best ... we landed in NYC just before noon, on a drizzly day. We checked into the hotel, changed clothes (it was cooler than I expected!), and headed out to explore the city. Now, the fact that we have been to New York in the past did allow us to skip things like the Statue of Liberty, Empire State Building, and Rockefeller Center, so after eating the Italian lunch special in an Irish pub, we set out for Canal Street in search of some "real" Oakley sunglasses for David. That was an adventure in itself ... as none of the stalls seemed to carry the illusive grand, but upon asking about them, amazingly, there were some hiding that were available. My favorite line: "Sir, the policia just walked by, but if you come back in like 5 minutes, I can show them to you." Great, that sounds fantastic.

After walking through Chinatown, spotting NYPD headquarters, City Hall, St Andrew's, and the judicial buildings, we saw the Brooklyn Bridge, and headed back to the beautiful Waldorf-Astoria. We planned to rest a bit, change, and go out for dinner ... it was Friday night in New York City! However, when we woke up at 9pm after falling asleep at 6:30, we ended up falling back asleep until 5am when it was time to get up the next morning. Yes, I see the irony ... the Rahijas, who are never in bed before 1am, asleep at 6:30pm, Friday night, NYC ... geesh!

After a VERY refreshing night of rest, we woke early Saturday morning to get ready for "the big day" of pampering! We met the other two winners, Dawny and Kristi, in the lobby at 7:15. The "entourage" assembled around us, with two photographers, a videographer, two folks from Progresso, one from General Mills, two gals from the pr firm, and one intern that we can't agree where she belonged. They took some before pictures of us in the lobby, did a small interview, and then we all loaded into a Hummer limo for our trip to Louis Licari's Salon. We were all so excited!

Upon arrival, Matt and Gill, our photographer friends, had us pose in the street for some more before pictures, which, is a little nerve-wracking if you've ever seen New York traffic! It was funny to watch a small crowd assemble, as people on the street wondered what kind of celebrities we were ... one of the girls from the PR place told one of the crowd that our cd would be in stores next week. That poor lady will be sorely disappointed!

We entered the salon, had some yummy breakfast, and were sent our separate ways. I started with Gus, the hair color genius and his assistant Wyatt, with Elena delivering my first pedicure and a lovely French manicure. Upon first glance, Gus suggested we do some fun highlights and brighten my brunette locks, which I thought was fine, but when he came back (after conversing with my husband), he was sure, "I NEED to make you a red!" I was excited to try it - hey, go big, right?! After coloring, tinting, and painting, Louis Licari Red toe nails, a French manicure, and colored eyebrows, and I felt like a whole new woman!

Next, they ushered me to our lobby area where I grabbed a quick sandwich. Vera came to take me to her room. Vera gave the facial portion of the day - another first for me. I had a few feelings of discomfort when she closed the door and had me disrobe, mainly because no one explained what was happening in this phase, and also in part, that Vera crooned in something like Russian the entire time. She put plastic on my face, hot towels, and after a few minutes of upper back, shoulder, and decolette massage, she proceeded to remove blackheads from my skin. Yes, doesn't that sound lovely? I am not exactly sure how she did this, except that I think she pricked them with a needle of sorts, then used her fingers and called to them one at a time - yes, she talked to them. Vera was lovely, and amusing, and caring. It was at times relaxing, and at times, very, how shall I say, ... surprising.

Lena came to whisk me off for a hair cut and style. She did a fantastic cut and style, and took me downstairs to Enid O's cosmetic counter, and so very graciously agreed to use the Mary Kay colors I brought with me! She did a wonderful job, and I loved visiting with Lena about different colors and techniques!

At this point, we were "all dolled up" and we did a reveal to each other. Kristi and Dawny looked beautiful, and we each felt like a million bucks! More photos, more video - so glad there were "after" photos, as they took several "before" and "during" throughout the day. Saying our goodbyes, we loaded into the elevators, and back out into the street for some more traffic-dodging photo-ops, and we dove back into the limo, off to Lord & Taylor!

At Lord & Taylor, each of the winners had a personal shopping consultant, which is something I was REALLY anticipating, and I feel I was very blessed with Martine! As we tried on lots of clothes, pausing for more video footage and photo moments in the "good" outfits, it was good to feel a growing sense of what were the "wowee" ones, and the "never, take it back off" ones! I have such a poor sense of that, and it was really great to have help developing that in myself! I was very pleased to purchase a suit, a dress, a fun skirt, a set of capris, and several tops that mix and match between the outfits, for 11 different combinations! I was the winner of the "contestant closest to the retail value of the prize without going over" award, and while we didn't even get near the shoe department, I found a pair of those upon arriving home that are fantastic with a few of the outfits! It was fun to come out for a "reveal" for David, as he had left us during the end of our time at Louis Licari to visit the TKTS stand in Times Square and was not around for the clothes parade. The "entourage" asked us to each put on one outfit for our final "after" photos. The original plan was to take these in front of some NYC landmarks, but due to time and the rain, we forfeited that plan, and used the fabulous lighting inside Lord & Taylor for some great photo moments. One of my favorites was when the old man rear ended his way into our "walk zone" - it was kind of like in a movie when people that are in a hurry have to wait for a herd of sheep or cattle to amble across the lane, and I was chuckling to myself. We did our "power walk" with shopping bags, and got some closeups, said goodbye to most of our entourage, and headed back to the Waldorf-Astoria, in our limo. What a day full of amazingness!

Well, a Sarah Rahija story would not be complete without some lateness and a mishap of the clumsy nature or ten, so here we go! We arrived back at the hotel at 7:10, and our tickets for Million Dollar Quartet that David purchased in the afternoon were for 8:00, and we had to get a cab to get there, plus change clothes and freshen up -- dinner had to wait! We tried to go through the lobby to the elevators, but a private event had us detour to the back of the hotel and the elevators there. We quickly got to our room, dressed, and headed back down to the elevators. We waited nine minutes, and realized that the elevator cars were passing our floor, so we scurried to the other elevators on our floor, found our way to the front, hailed a car, and buckled in for our ride there. The clock said we had eight minutes to curtain. Our driver was really great, and we enjoyed a bit of conversation with him, got into the theater, found our seats, and I decided to take a quick shot of the two of us dressed up in our fantastic garb ... only to be shot down with a "no photography in the theater, ma'am." reminder - oops! We made it with a little time to spare, and as the music started, we settle in for a great show! We knew lots of the songs, and the storyline was good too!

We walked back to our hotel, through the buzzing Times Square - from 12 years ago and THE jumbo-tron to every building aglow with digital advertisements, it was quite ... bright. We stopped by the concierge to get a recommendation on dinner with live jazz, and the man who reminded us both of our friend Steve Knots from ESU, suggested The Garage, down in the Village. I asked what the dress code was, and he smiled, and asked why, I said, well, I don't want to go dressed like this and have it be a jeans and t-shirt type of establishment. He laughed and said, "That's exactly what I try to do everywhere I go, I don't want to be defined by where I eat dinner." We liked him instantly! We told him to make the reservation, and headed out front to grab a taxi. We finally got one, and had a really non-smooth ride to the Village. It was a really fun atmosphere, with a live band, and good food. Two highlights of that excursion: 1. Fried donut ice cream sandwich (an "off the menu" item discovered by the owner while tailgating) 2. The Clumsy Sarah moment ... I was trying to point out what I wanted to the server, and my menu knocked over my ice water. Now, by itself, this would not have been an extreme case, but, we happened to be sitting in a raised area, against the railing, with another table below us, and of course, my drink poured right down the back of a lovely woman sitting there. I am guessing shock and horror graced my face as I turned to look at her. Shock and shock were the emotions on her face. I began apologizing profusely, and thankfully, her shock turned to pity for me, I think, and she shared that she had just taken a job as a waitress for the first time this week, and was just waiting for the moment when she dumped a drink on someone. She was glad it wasn't wine, just water, and laughed. I was so relieved, and felt awful. Our server, gave me the cold look when it first happened, but I think soon also felt sorry for me, and by the end of our meal, was chatting with us about KU Basketball, and recommending the fried donuts. The Rahijas: making friends via strange means wherever they go! A smooth cab ride back to the hotel ended our evening, full of fun experiences and memories!

Sunday morning dawned rainy again ... I think I forgot to mention that it was cold and rainy most of the weekend, except when we were at the salon ... and we packed our room up, and called to have our bags checked for our pickup. The bellman arrived with a lot of advice about the stock market and how we could easily kick the rest of our student loans with a few quick transactions, transferring balances on new credit cards, and wow, I dropped Dave Ramsey's name a few times, hoping he'd check into that! He seemed authentic "New York" and we loved it! We headed out to see The Highline Park, Central Park, the Guggenheim, and snag some I<3NY things for the girls. We grabbed a hotdog from a street vendor - almost tasteless, saw Grey's Papaya and wish we had stopped the night before!, David had some coffee, we ate lunch at the Gaslight Pizzaria in Chelsea, and also ran across America's Top Chef on location, which was kind of fun! Our subway trip from the Highline (where we spotted Lady Liberty through the mist!) was interesting, as on Sundays, the lines run differently, and often sip several stops for their "express" trips. We ended up in Harlem, which was interesting, and we finally got to Central Park. The subway system is really fun, and each station/line seems to be different. The art in them is really fun - especially these strange sculptures of these little "people" doing funny things that are hiding all over the place! It was great to hear the musicians in the terminals, hear some of the scams people are running, and of course, open our backpack at a security check. Everything was really fun, and I'm glad we had a few "off course" moments! We bought candied cashews and almonds at the Guggenheim, and due to time, we didn't go in, but just enjoyed the architecture and the atmosphere of the people! We didn't have time for the carriage ride, but loved watching the joggers, balloons, ... of Central Park. It was just fun to "be" around in the city, walk the streets where the Cosby Show house was, and in some neighborhoods that were just "people" vs tourism. We had to hurry back to Times Square to find some trinkets for the girls, and get back in time to meet our car for the airport. David's "awkward moment" came during our walk back to the hotel ... some "aspiring musicians" were poised in strategic locations and were "giving" away cds, but needed some donations to raise funds for something. David got roped into shelling out cash for two of them, and finally we realized what was going on, and moved to the "inner" part of the sidewalk! On our way back, we spotted a giant yellow teddy bear, and asked what it was ... a large bronze sculpture, purchased by Christie's, was on display - only three made, the other two in Europe. We had to take a picture ... Happy and Hoppy, eat your hearts out! We got back to the hotel to meet our car, and learned he was not coming for another half hour, (of course, we had chatted with the bellmen and found some really interesting things!), and we went to get a drink from the vendor guys. We made it back with plenty of time, and still no car. Later, we learned, that he had been at the front door of the hotel, and had called me several times, but my phone volume had not been working for most of the trip, and I had just failed to recognize it. We rushed off to Laguardia, and hurried inside to the check-in kiosk, only to find we were too late to check our baggage there. A helpful man standing nearby directed us to the "special services" desk, and they were able to check our bag, but couldn't promise it would make it onto the plane. We ran-walked to the security station, to check in and get into the boarding area. David made it through with no problem. I on the other hand, set off the alarm, (forgot I was wearing a belt!). I had to go through again, and we made it to the boarding area before they even started boarding our plane. Whew!

Once on the plane, we traded seats with another passenger, so we could sit together, and were enjoying our flight, until we hit the line of storms ... the line that passed through Joplin, although we of course, were north. It was not a fun ride, and I was so thankful to land in Kansas City, where it was warm and not storming. Our suitcase did indeed make it on the plane, and we called our driver to find the meeting location. One last hiccup, he thought we were arriving on Monday, and was not at the airport. He assured us he could be there in 20 minutes, which was fine, it was just a long day with lots of adrenaline! Tim drove us home while telling us about his weekend with his son who was home on leave from Okinawa. As per usual, we love hearing the life-stories from those around us, and it was a great end of our trip.

We got out of the car at Mom and Dad Rahija's and learned that the girls had played hard all weekend, all had new shoes due to my crazy packing skills, and we decided to let them sleep there that night and just head out early in the morning (Erin still had school Monday and Tuesday). We were so thankful for the weekend away just the two of us, in the city where we first spoke 12 years ago, two weeks before our 10th wedding anniversary. So many helped make this possible, with gifts and time. So to you who voted for me, kept my kids while I packed, kept my kids while we were gone, gave advice on where to go, and are excited to see pictures and be excited with me, THANK YOU. It was the trip of a lifetime, and I will treasure it for many years to come! Here's hoping it's not 10 years until our next "alone" trip!

I'm having some trouble posting pictures other than at the top, so I may have to revisit with more pics later. Until then, there are photos of our weekend on my facebook page, and some also on Progresso's facebook page.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Long time

Soo, it's been another long while since I've posted, and I feel I've lived 10 years in that time span! Things that have happened since the Raccheus incident:

* Avery taught Ember to climb the bunkbed.
* Ember fell off the bunkbed, fracturing her wrist in two places, incurring the need for a splint that she expertly wriggled/gnawed her way out of daily.
* I visited two doctors to figure out what was wrong with me ... one bad, one great ... the great one discovered I had suffered through parvovirus/hand, foot, and mouth disease/fifth disease/slap-face disease, which in kids is pretty common, but in grownups can be really debilitating, causing arthritic symptoms and severe fatigue. Praise God I can pick up my kids and make it through a day without a nap these days!
* We spent every Wednesday for five weeks at Growing Smiles, our awesome pediatric dentists for 5 cavities, and one crown between the three girls. They love it there, and the staff knows us all by name. Yesterday we even played "Dr Henderson" by putting wet wipes over our mouths like their masks!
* Shelby, our newest, and oldest addition to the Rahija princess crew, moved back in with us. We are honored to be her family, and the girls adore their big sister!
* Mom and Dad Rahija both had major medical procedures over the course of two weeks, and all of us were home to celebrate the 20th anniversary of Parkway Baptist Church, which has been their church for almost as long. It was fun to reconnect with folks there, and see where the church has been and dream forward with them as well!
* Erin Elizabeth Rahija and Shelby Nicole Rahija made public professions of faith and were baptized in Clinton Lake. Both of their testimonies were precious and we all got to go into the water with them. I got to help Seth, our pastor, dip each of them. As a mom, it was pretty awesome to take part in this symbol of rebirth.
* Erin has had friends over from school, Avery has had friends over and been invited on lots of play dates with her little friend crew, and Ember is like the cheese in the farmer in the dell, and always stands alone at the door and yells for them to come back.
* While Erin stayed in Kansas for field day, and Shelby stayed to help her boyfriend's family move, the rest of us headed to Oklahoma to celebrate the wedding of our dear friends, Carl Kinzer and Arlene Blackburn. We also were so lucky to stay with Krista, who was so amazing to keep the little girls for some Aunt Krista time while David and I did wedding stuff. So fun for all of us - THANK YOU Krista!!!
* Lots more has happened, but those things stick out as "big" events.

As the Summer rapidly approaches (on the calendar, not so much in the weather!), we prepare to celebrate some more, with excitement and sadness ... We have a few more weddings coming up ... and lots of our friends are taking the next steps on their journeys and are moving ... We are excited for them, and mourn their leaving, as their absence will leave some big holes in our hearts. We say "See you later" to Stormy and Katherine and their boys, our neighbors and friends for the past two years, and Jimmie and Rachel and Ella, our friends and family for the past 5 years. We are proud of their accomplishments, and will miss them ever so much!

God continues to bless us, and we thank Him so much, for friendships, new relationships, new opportunities, healthy families, and just for loving us each day. What an honor and blessing to be in His care. That's it for now, friends!

Here's a few pictures from our day at Clinton Lake - thanks Lyse for taking these pictures and Mark for catching the last of the video!



Tuesday, April 13, 2010

"Raccheus, you come down!"

"... for I'm comin' to your house today!"

My kids are always playing and imagining and creating and saying "the darndest things". I have missed writing down a bunch of really cute ones recently, and it makes me sad, but just now, I hear Avery humming a bit upstairs, and then shout with all her might, "Raccheus, you come down!" I had to snicker a bit to myself, and wondered if Zaccheus ever got called that by mistake as a child. Oh, the things my mind ponders throughout the day.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Voices from the Bathroom

Things heard in a 4 minute span coming from my bathroom...

"Get DOWN, Ember!"

"Ooohh, I can't push a poo poo out and it's stuck in there."

(crash of crayons falling to the floor) "Ember Dawn!!!"

"I need some toilet paper."

"No, Ember, mommy doesn't like it when we color on the floor!"
"Why?" -Ember

"Mommy, Ember dumped out all my Dora crayons, and she did that on purpose."

"Ember, mom's angry at you for doing that. Now get a job of picking up these colors, NOW!"

"Hey, I found a stick! And I found another stick!"

"Mom, can I paint?"


I think it's time to intervene, as more crashing sounds are coming from there. Don't you wish you could come play?!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Sights and Sounds

Our home is a sensual smorgasbord (not as in erotic sensuality, but as in an overload of stimuli for the five senses!) ... the aromas of bags full of Panera Bread, fresh laundry, brown sugar oatmeal from breakfast, strawberry birthday cake, the occasional dirty diaper, ... the feel of bread crumbs underfoot, warm cheeks against mine, slobbery face wiping on my shoulder, tiny pats on the back, tiny fingers touching my face, warm sun shining through the window, cool gusts of breeze as the front door bangs open and shut because kids are running in and out to play, ... the taste of toasted bagels, banana bread minus baking powder (banana clay - yes, John, another baking oops!), spaghetti, cookies, strawberry birthday cake, and other things that are not as tastY, but perhaps full of taste, like newly hydrated peat pots, sour milk from a forgotten sippy cup, or a crayon wrapper.

Then there are the sounds. As I started typing this, I heard a scraping/scooting sound and knew it was Ember, making her way across the floor, Flintstone style, on the crayon bucket. Currently, I hear lots of splashes and giggles from the bathroom, as Avery and Ember play in the bathtub. The inspiration for this entry came from the kitchen about an hour ago (and yes, it's taken me that long to get this far) as I was listening. I hear lots of sounds during the day, and over the last 7 and a half years, have learned to parse the sounds that inundate my ears each day ... I can do easy things like determine if a cry is pain, fear, anger, or sadness, hear that play is getting heated quickly and will end badly if not redirected, or spring like a cat and bolt up the stairs when someone falls out of bed and starts screaming. Then there are more intermediate skills, like picking out the faint sound of giggling or talking when little girls are supposed to be napping, listening between the words and offering a snack or a hug when the real issue is not that a sock won't go on right, it's just that a hungry tummy or hurt feelings have blinded perspective. My favorite advanced skills are the ones that allow me to hear a noise, usually generated by one toy banging on another object, and stunning observers by knowing what toy is banging against what object. It's a nice party trick. However, while these skills are necessary for survival here, they are not my favorites. Hearing the sharp intake of breath that marks a new discovery, especially when followed by an intense, but hushed "Wow!" is irreplaceable. It's even better when one of my children comes bursting into the room to show me or each other their discovery. I love hearing them learn, whether it's a physics lesson (a step stool needs to have all four legs on the ground to be a sturdy tool), the little "grunts" of working to put on their own shoes, the shouts of victory when they accomplish the shoes (even more exciting when they're on the correct foot!), the quiet prayers after a bad dream, and even the sometimes frustrating, "I can do it myself!"

The sights for any of you who have children, or any of you who have ever visited my home, know that they are pretty awe-inspiring, from walking down the stairs naked, calmly crossing the room to a box of cheese crackers that is on the love seat, and sicking an arm down in there to have a little snack (all while we have company), wild dancing at a wedding reception (just in case you were wondering, "the Egyption" is not a dance that died in the 80s), faces/hair/tummies/hands/legs/walls/carpet/new clothes covered in Sharpie marker/fingernail polish/mascara/stamp ink/strawberry jelly/yogurt/snot/silly putty are some of the more "shock value" things I can think of quickly. Then there are the sweet sights, of unsolicited baby hugs, high fives, sparkling eyes, Cheshire grins, shy smiles, triumphant leaps when they learn to kick at and actually make contact with the ball, the fear and conquering of the bicycle, and looks of hopeful acceptance accompanied by "Daddy, am I beautiful?".

These are signs of growth, and as we watch our little seedlings hatch from our peat greenhouse, they remind me of my own little seedlings. Stubborn, fragile, exploring, tentatively turning faces to the sun. They need the shelter of the greenhouse at this point, as they can't face the cold night temperatures or large piles of snow that sometimes collect in our yard at this point. We will tend them, I'm sure making the mistake of watering too much or not enough at times, (thankfully they are somewhat resilient!) until they are able to be planted outside to grow freely in the garden. They will then require more tending, guiding (you know how pumpkin vines can wander!), and protection from pests, until they are ready for harvest. I hope, that as we tend our little sprouts, that we hear more "I love you"s, more "... and he took his peanut butter sandwich and dipped it in his milk and gave it to his friends saying, 'eat this, it's for you so we can be together again someday!'", and "I'm sorry I hurt you." ... that we see more hugs, arms around the shoulder, giving spontaneously and generously, and eventually, when the slugs come swarming or the squirrels try to snag the fruit off the vine, that there will be a barrier in place to protect them and bring them to fruition.

Well, I didn't intend to make this a deep post, I guess God is teaching me today (although, after the kids get done with their bath, we are going to play school and I am to be the teacher). Thanks for listening to me, and for so many of you, helping me be a better mom and loving my kids. OK, the bathwater has been refreshed twice now, and it's getting cool, so I'm going to put this away and get two wrinkled, pruney-toed girls out of the bath for some lunch, school, and naps. Have a wonderful day!

Friday, March 19, 2010

More things I love MOST!

This week has been a better week than the last several, and I am trying to appreciate things in my life, to LOVE things (sometimes it has to be a choice, and others it simply isn't a choice, I just do, because it's so precious, how could I not?!).

Things I have loved today:

My children:

playing together ... currently, they are preparing for a full evening of "slumber party", by bringing sleeping bags in from the garage, dragging loads of toys and bedding to the basement, and I'm sure some special snacks are in order.

Today they ran in the sun, roller bladed, played hide and seek, begged me to take them to the lake to build sand castles on the beach, built sand castles in their flooded sand box when their lake plans were thwarted (yep, a mean mom moment, for sure!), shared "sharks" just because, planted seeds in our Jiffy Greenhouse, and all three of them have hugged me without prompting at least once!

Ember has two new skills: 'pinning (spinning) and jumping. Both skills require the spinner/jumper to squeal "Woo Hoooo!", which is darling!

My Husband:
instant messaged me in the middle of the day, just because, to tell me he thought I was beautiful.
kissed me upon arriving home.
told me about his day.

Me:
a hot shower this morning.
a clean day (after Ember's diaper leaked very stinky pee pee on me prior to my shower).
Dr. appointments made for myself, and dentist appointments made for the kids.


Things I learned:
When building a sand castle at the beach, it's fun to have a moat, but the water always soaks into the sand, but if the builder lines the moat area with rocks and sea shells, the water might soak away less quickly. - Erin

Green glass stones are called "WoW!" in a hushed, excited tone. -Ember

When you plant water, it doesn't grow anything. It's just water, but that's why we plant it, so it helps other things grow." -Avery

Pockets on overalls are absolutely the best discovery a 1 and a half year old can make in a day, and makes hiding big sisters' treasures just delightful!

Erin is a chives master! -Avery (kung fu master was the intended phrase, I think)

When calling to make a new appointment at a Dr. Office, you will automatically get not only one of two male physicians in a practice of six doctors, but the creepiest looking one as well. However, I am reserving judgment for next Thursday, sometime after 9:45.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Smiles

The last few weeks have been pretty rough. I am fighting some unknown, unseen "thing" that makes me very exhausted some days, my joints ache frequently, my patience level dip to dangerous lows, and motivation to do anything more than feed the children at an all-time record low. I have some ideas about what it is and have an appointment scheduled with an arthritis doctor in April, and am trying to find a good family practice doctor to do a general physical and run some labs to determine something a little more concrete. Needless to say, raising three young children is a little tricky under these circumstances, and I find myself longing for them to sleep, play outside, or watch a movie away from me, because I am so exhausted or irritated by the noise, or just hurt and can't play with them the way they want to play. This is heart-breaking, as they are my life. HOWEVER, the last week has been somewhat better. I have hurt less and had a little more oomph. The best part of all this is that I have enjoyed my children. They have made me smile, cry, love them more, and belly laugh over and over (aside from Tuesday - we just won't talk about that day!).

Today, we had our friend Ella over for the beginning part of the day. Ember helped Ella do a puzzle ... Avery flew into my arms and squeezed my neck somethin' fierce upon waking up this morning ... Erin and I spent some time together working on our garden preparations ... Ember told me she loved me and hugged me so sweetly, she gave a hug to our neighbor Andrew this afternoon when he came over to play, and called him "big boy ..., Ember spent lots of time 'pinning/twirling and a new skill, jumping with me, as well as some dancing, gleefully shouting "woo HOO!" over and over ... I watched Erin thrive in the sun with her friend Aidan as they ran and ran this afternoon ... Avery persevered on her trike this afternoon, in spite of the bumps and dips in our sidewalk ... drinking in the delighted squeals and peals of laughter as all three of our kiddos play together ... and even tonight, as Avery was stalling sleep (I think she finally conked out about 11) and I heard her whispering to Erin (who was "sleeping over" in her room for a spring break slumber party) and changing the compromised cd back to her nighttime cd of choice after Erin fell asleep, I am content, and slightly amused with them. They are beautiful, creative, loving, and passionate little stinkers, and I am so blessed by them, by their hearts, and even their stubbornness. I am so thankful for these little things, things that change my life forever. Goodnight, blog friends.